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Hi.
Time to restart, oui oui.
I was wondering whether i'd blog in english or french and finally decided to english write to you.
Holidays. Almost two weeks that assessment is over and I havent been posting much here.

I decided i'd give more directions to this blog and make it "A drawing a day" and hopefully i can maintain it. hum.
Things haven't gone so far, for me and i feel i could do so much more and yet i'm still here, still.
Time to wake up, that's what im always telling myself, but i'm still.
I give myself goals, that i often drop.
Motivation that i often lose.
But anyway, i've decided to begin sketching again so I bought new sketchbooks, packed my bag with inks, pens, pencils and watercolour and cycle or walk or visit some places. It's my goal and please, please, oh give me the motivation to be doing it.

A few worries in my mind recently: i might go for communication design next year, i dont know whether it's a good idea or not, i love fine arts, i hope fine arts to be my life, and i felt really really upset after visiting the museum last saturday, i felt very motivated to do some more sketching and drawing but very upset telling myself that maybe i wont be able to paint anymore, maybe it would be too restrictive and it would be like.. leaving it somewhere?
or maybe i'm just giving myself limits.

Anyway. Things havent been so great also. I sleep at bad hours. Have bad meals and sometimes no meals. I have cravings, a lot, and feel completely awful. But i hope and believe it will go away very soon.

Well thank you for reading and accompanying me in my infinite journey of being active.